Nothing Good Happens After 2Am

Stay busy, don't think too much Don't speak up, play it safe Don't bother to ask for help You'll ruin someone's day Be pretty, pretty mean to yourself Keeping running 'till you're weak This is what I told myself All night Nothing good happens after 2 AM So I stay in bed Replaying in my head I'm clawing at my skin and I'm so terrified That I waste my life And fear And fear I'm good but not good enough for 26 years old I don't know what I want So I keep chasing gold I am lying at therapy So they're not scared of me I'm getting scared of me I know Nothing good happens after 2 AM So I stay in bed Replaying in my head I'm clawing at my skin and I'm so terrified That I waste my life And fear And fear Cause I hate what I see When I'm looking at me I don't want to exist I don't wanna be seen I'm faded, so jaded By the weight of the words I've been telling myself Maybe I should just turn into somebody else Erase me, replace me (Ahh, Ahh, Ahh, Ahh, Ahh, Ahh) (Ahh, Ahh, Ahh, Ahh, Ahh, Ahh)