Like I Used To

What if I spoke softer? Didn't hold you as tight And the days, and the minutes, the seconds Old friend I have been reckoned to endless cold nights Thinking who, what, when? Oh What If I? He, I, he, he I, he What if I held my tongue? Used my other hand to push away the thoughts Of what my life had become? In the minutes, the seconds, I'd let pause Trying to say "not too fast" I'm sorry to disappoint you But I don't love you like I used to I don't love you like I used to I don't love you like I used to I don't love you like I usеd to No, no