Hold Me Down

You know I've been waiting here to say to you something Come and have a talk and I'll try to stay clear Always running races around my bluffs Think that I'd be better off if I switch to lower gear I can see I made a couple cliff faces Think that I'd be better off on the way to mountaineer And if I see terrain's tough and feel ruts Know that that's the way to go Take it slow and persevere And you would hold me down as I raced the sun The only thing I ever needed were boots on my feet So when I came round you would lend me some Borrowed wings when I needed and flew to run things Around of lakes I think I never waided Swear the only time I ever cried was in Year 8 Too ashamed of losing face, refused to lose my place I made it too far from that kid outside of Harden with glasses Who, me? I'm too clever Burning that house like I'm goddamn Trevor Turning from mouse on aim at 7 am to a house on flame at 11 I'm playing, I'm leaving Gotta get back to some reading Got accounts to claim Whether it's playing or study or training Either way, I move with flames And you would hold me down when I flew too close The only thing I ever needed was you to coast with And when you came round it was time to toast Man, 7 or 11, last post, let's roll this And we would Stoney up Play Post Malone as you would hold me up And I'm slo-mo Finally no more idling, I know, I'm writing off those lows Subtly, man, I couldn't see it till now Spinning up so I wasn't feeling down Never took a moment to feel a frown See I would reciprocate to show the town Slow for a second to assist today The hour's still so I know I can say I felt lost and I found my way and that river's crossed and I'm here to say That you would hold me down when I felt so baseless I knew I had a home when I stood with you And you can wipe the bullshit off my face coz You read me like a book better than I ever knew And I needed it I was tender feeted and Tending to receive a bit since I was 12 and skinny as shit Feelings I perceived as delicate'd seethe into decisions eloquent Demons kept me lifting regular until my peers tell me I'm big That's not shit to me Now picture me A little bigger in a prison of indecency Can't fit the jeans that I walk in Now who's skinny, bitch, I'm here talking I'm aesthetic with a new headache like Where's the girls I'm meant to be bedding? Got some new bedding but I still pull the sheets I'd rather you just come down with me And you would hold me up as I played my bluffs man And everything I pulled you would push me through So tell me if you see when I puff my chest coz It's hard for me to see when you're puffing yours too And stay slow with me We'll take our time to fly while they got roads to weave Coz we can go there, it's no fair, they're crowing at us from their lawn chairs, I know But they just compare We spread-eagle air as they shoot for par We're playing it fair while they rig the start and try Skip to Mars without seeing the stars, I mean fuck, it's heartless But place our cards right, we'll raise the bar