Not who I claim to be
I've been afraid to be
Who I'm meant to be
I've been afraid of me
Not who I claim to be
I've been afraid to be
Who I'm meant to be
I've been afraid of me
Grew up too fast
Those years I can't get back
Had to adapt born in a habitat
Where the only way out was a graduation cap
Should have did the math way the odds looked
Too busy stuffing grams in the lockers
Remember squatting in abandoned houses
And them teachers looking at me like washed up yeah yeah
I was popping xannys for the pain
I was fourteen let it wash over my brain
I didn't wanna feel a single fucking thing
Same places you might leave
But the fear it still remains
Take long showers still ain't clean like
I know how to sleep under streetlights
To be home i wonder what it feel like
What it feel like
Not who I claim to be
I've been afraid to be
Who I'm meant to be
I've been afraid of me
Not who I claim to be
I've been afraid to be
Who I'm meant to be
I've been afraid of me
I've been so afraid
Stuck up in my ways
Write my recipe
This familiar taste
Who they wanna see
Isn't who I want to be
Yeah I'm quiet publicly
Depleting social energy
Stuck inside my head
I hope there's means to end
I cant fold I'll never bend
My scars they started to mend
Not who I claim to be
I've been afraid to be
Who I'm meant to be
I've been afraid of me
Not who I claim to be
I've been afraid to be
Who I'm meant to be
I've been afraid of me
