Losin' (feat. ShotgunDre)

It's taking up some lil pieces of me How am I holding up It's taking some dreams and honesty Should I hold myself back From the truth and bury it underneath their will Working as my view is shrinking down Find a place I dream about With all these doubts When will it go right Or is it alright Should I keep running Pay no mind to what I'm losing I'm losing Should I run Tryna find Things that I belong I'm losing Killin time On a grind Just to feel like nun I'm losing Should I run Tryna find Things that I belong I'm losing Killin time On a grind Just to feel like nun Where else should I be Or is it just my mind What else should I do Or is it just my mind Neglecting what I should not neglect I reflected the sun's rays back This is the first time I react My neck cannot feel the warmth I was misinformed I thought I had a spirit Truth is it was just a gimmick Conflicted time and time again Don't know how will it end A friend is just a friend came by to say hi Am I wry? Why would I wear a fake smile? When I can just keep my head down and say goodbye This is the first time I try Feet fails me Standing in the face of adversity Blame me for mistakes I've done This time I'm gonna run This is how I react I'm gonna win it back to back Where should I be if I can't be here with me? Where would I be if I were not the same me? Probably just probably I would be in Limbo To set my own spirit free and learn how to let go Where else should I be Or is it just my mind What else should I do Or is it just my mind Not when I make it but it's how I take it How I see it not as half empty We keep pouring and pouring New things to learn Lessons to earn Passion to burn No time to turn Don't wait no finals Life goes in cycles What do you seek now Is it even Is it even Is it even there? Where else should I be Or is it just my mind What else should I do Or is it just my mind