What if
All I would think is what if
I broke that latch a bit
And gave the dark a crack or slit
To make me Anakin
Instead of hiding where the mattress is
Just let the Kraken spit
How malicious would I really get
An anti-exorcism
Father knows that I'll repent
I been jaded
Been bent
Been played
I been pissed
Tried the meditation
Think I make too much adrenaline
And the cortisol
This symbiote is mad I kept him in
Was I really nice or just avoiding conflict
Tried to do all that you wanted so you wouldn't leave me
And the reason is
I don't feel I'm worthy just for being
I was hoping that you'd choose me for appeasing
But I was wrong
Medusa head I turned to stone
Just an expert when I'm picking bones
I regret how my ego was made
All this loneliness I don't condone
Yeah
Got the antidote
I had to let my conscience go
Lord hear my prayers
I don't wanna be a nice guy anymore
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Whoa
Maybe once I might be happy If I wasn't nice no more
'Cause the hills have eyes
And the hills are alive
With the sound of mu
With the sound of mu
With the sound of mu
With the sound of mu
With the sound of music
