Conscious Thoughts

KDsouls I was raised in a place much Colder than the west Watch my tone when I speak Cause I spoke what I thought And the thoughts of my piers are too ill To refrain from the life that we choose We tryna leave a mark till We bleed from success Been living off my folks Now am tryna make my own A lot of things changed so I changed who I was Made a lot of frenemies Tryna reach the top Evil in their hearts i can see them from a mile I was going through a lot Couldn't see the bigger picture That the pain was preparation for the future I was yet to see With all said and done I had to make my own path Put all love aside it only comes in phases We all deal with things That we do not speak off We all come to terms that Life is just a path way Struggle with your thoughts Cause all you crave is success Sins of my thoughts Running through my mind Will I find peace in a world full pain In a world full pain Evillusion is a vision of the woke Conscious stories for the soul Trauma killer lacking grief Psychosocial with the bars Underrated for the art Everytime I get a feature I can never take an L Back to life Can't be stuck in a place Where the love is feeling forced I was thinking its forever And I took you for your words But Your words lose meaning When you acting off the top And I hate to talk about it But this family love is fake They give a sight of heaven but They dragging you to hell My family has my back But they don't want to see me shine Funny when the closest people to you Wish you harm Hard to take offense cause All am speaking is the truth And am never holding back Take this caution with precaution I thought I had Favor but The favor wasn't mine Just another page in the life of my past In the life of my past Sins of my thoughts Running through my mind Will I find peace in a world full pain In a world full pain