X-Mess

I'm so sorry What was I thinking I must have been drunk Without drinking To believe That we could maintain A relationship Built on past strain But I know now We were both wrong Realized it Before too long Start in summer End in winter Shortly after X-Mess dinner The gift we gave was heartbreak Our second chance at mistakes No need to be so sorry It was both our folly What once had failed Seemed so much better Under bright sunny Spring weather But then raining Turned to pouring You then found this Old man boring Autumn leaves Now crackling under Your warmth left me With the summer Who would have thought That our small mess Would have ended Right on Christmas The gift we gave was heartbreak Our second chance at mistakes No need to be so sorry 'Tis the season to be jolly I can't believe it You can't deny it We were so stupid Why did we try it If I could build it You could destroy it If I disarmed You still could deploy it What was the point And what were we proving No one was wining Both of us losing Why did we regress Under such distress I ruined Christmas With my new X-Mess The gift we gave was heartbreak Our second chance at mistakes No need to be so sorry 'Tis the season to be jolly