Better Place

Starry skies made me realize That I don't feel the way I did All the laughter led to so much sorrow I don't feel like I know you I've testified and I don't feel alive I feel buried under my skin Out of the way, torture self every day What kind of better place is this? I wanna be a different person I can improve from how I've been And all this time, I thought I knew ya How can I make up for what I did? How can I make up for what I did? Suffering, Feeling everything that they could give to you in Hell Tried my best, even passed the test Keep getting thrown to the bottom I messed up, I ain't your buttercup I've been lying since I got here I don't know why, but I wonder sometimes Why did I have to happen? I wanna be a different person I can improve from how I've been And all this time, I thought I knew ya How can I make up for what I did? How can I make up for what I did? I don't know just exactly where to go But I'm better now, I feel like I know somehow Well, it's— I don't know just exactly where to go But I'm better now, I feel like I know somehow And I do