Luv Like Prison

When you left me I could feel my heart burning & bruising Life has its battles And this is one I'm currently losing I turn to the music Cuz nothing else can turn me translucent When I can't seem to be transparent With the person I'm losing I can still feel your energy In the walls of my apartment Always showed me the light And now I'm swallowed by the darkness Cardiologist called and said I qualified as heartless Love cost me a lot and shit I thought I got a bargain But I ain't never been a thrifty nigga Bae if you ain't busy I would still love to get busy with ya Looking at your IG Just missing when I picked the pictures I know hard times bring out the victor or the victim in us And I just miss it when you Would the love "I love you's" Cuz you knew that I meant it Sometimes love is like a movie I rented That I just view to my limits But ours was something like a beautiful image And I just wish we coulda grew the dimensions But all we grew was the tension Until it got so thick that we had to mention it To me you're just as pretty as any Picasso picture is On a earth that is hideous you bring worth to my lineage You the Ferb to my Phineas So I'll be here Even when you questioning whatever I say Cuz I know that it's better for us Whenever I stay And if it led to redemption I'd write a letter a day Your love is a prison That I won't ever escape And I know I got issues And some worries Along with some problems I prolly shoulda buried Let me down easy Don't drop me in a hurry And if you ever need me I'll be where you desert me Cuz I ain't got a whole lot If I don't have you You treat me like a robot And judge me off my past moves Making meals at your spot What I wanna get back to Boatload of questions I wish I could float past you Like why's it feel like you ain't never really care Is it me Or is your heart as cold as February air I can see how I affected you from everything you wear To how you out here grinding heavy I'll reflect on you for years You always get me in my feelings bae Especially in here When I'm just thinking about the past And how the present ain't as rare And I can't except the fact That my perspective isn't shared We could've grew to something special That could never be compared But all we grew was the distance Until it got so thick there was no resisting it Had to let me go and I owe it all to my ignorance Every moment we spent I hold in my heart with significance Can't believe that you ended it So I'll be here Even when you questioning whatever I say Cuz I know that it's better for us Whenever I stay And if it led to redemption I'd write a letter a day Your love is a prison That I won't ever escape Love like prison So many drugs don't trust my vision Thought I did enough But I guess I didn't Thinking bout you For the next 5 minutes like