Lose My Mind

Sorry everybody but I got to turn my back so consider this a farewell It seems like just yesterday was high school and we was cutting class smoking L's in the stairwell Things are different now yeah well give a fuck about the past, I don't dare dwell Or ever think about it, I don't care, hell, Why the fuck would I give a shit? I mean, where the fuck Was you when I was rotting in that jail cell Where the fuck were you when I was at the worst I ever been My girlfriend was pregnant with twins, it felt heaven sent At six months one baby died in the womb, the other baby was born but died within Twenty mins Man I would give anything to have them back, saw him take his last breath and Everything Dying on his mama's chest damn what a memory And you wonder why the fuck I'm always drinking Hennessy I feel like I'm a lose my mind, I wanna leave this world behind I'm on my second DUI, catch me if you can you'll never get me alive Life's a bitch then you die so fuck it I'm a get high, HEY I feel like I'm a lose my mind, I wanna leave this world behind I'm on my second DUI, catch me if you can you'll never get me alive Life's a bitch then you die so fuck I'm a get high, HEY I don't really give a fuck about shit anymore Made a mill at 18, went broke by 24 I'm in this bitch popping bottles like mozeltof Me and my girl against the world, fuck all of you all I'm a just go where ever life brings me They tried to check me now they got to king me This ain't checkers its chess, fuck a record exec I'm a do me, yes i been blessed Even through the struggles and the pain, All them troubles on my brain Got me fucking with cocaine I ain't never been the same since my sons died its like I been tongue tied School of hard knocks graduated I'm alumni Dumb guy broke as hell but I'm bum fly New adidas jumpsuit puffin on a blunt I'm Dealing with my demons every day, they been screaming come and play Drinking E&J, got to be another way, AYE I feel like I'm a lose my mind, I wanna leave this world behind I'm on my second DUI, catch me if you can you'll never get me alive Life's a bitch then you die so fuck it I'm a get high, HEY I feel like I'm a lose my mind, I wanna leave this world behind I'm on my second DUI, catch me if you can you'll never get me alive Life's a bitch then you die so fuck I'm a get high, HEY