Pain

They see man always smiling now they thinking have I been through much Seen too much now my visions half don't ever question if i been through much Had thought of cheffing don't wanna talk too tough They saying I'm blunt and don't give a They saying that I act too tough I told you story to show it ain't bluff Last year man spoke about vision and its blatant that the devil try take it I'm embracing that my eye is leaking heavy breathing and heart is racing What you no about sitting in the bed and think to yourself that u might not make it Real rap not faking one eye close and my heart still aching And I don't play with praying, I was on the floor just laying blood around me and my body shaking Praying for the Lord please save me cah the surgeon hasn't done the same thing Mumzy asking the doctor but the doctors said it's complicated it's too complicated Now my sisters crying and my Mumzy too I shedded a tear i wish i was lying You would've too if the doctors will have to stop trying Mental health declining but I just pray so my faith ain't dying Find the demons cah they love do hiding Beef is frying man ain't no vegan I keep feeling lonely but Imma pray so my soul don't weaken But my body's weaker not the same though it's just getting peaker Distract myself playing FIFA but the truth is my eye may not heal up (echo, beat dropped) Ask how I'm doing I'll say I'm fine just no that I will not say no more And it ain't my fault that I say no more because the truth isn't the same no more I ain't the same no more so I ask my mum can we pray say more she's never says no so I praise the lord he saving my Soul and he'll save some more And you know that's facts ain't capping when I do my rap and I keep stacking all the thoughts bad I pray the Lord That I don't move mad I know that nobody's perfect hmm and I'm far from that Mumzy telling me to forgive him true say man I want him clapped True say man I don't fear death just know that I'm fearing the lord The fear of god is essential got protection like I ain't before The fear of god is essential got protection like I ain't before They see man always smiling now they thinking have I been through much Seen too much now my visions half don't ever question if i been through much Had thought of cheffing don't wanna talk too tough They saying I'm blunt and don't give a They saying that I act too tough I told you story to show it ain't bluff Last year man spoke about vision and its blatant that the devil try take it I'm embracing that my eye is leaking heavy breathing and heart is racing What you no about sitting in the bed and think to yourself that u might not make it Real rap not faking one eye close and my heart still aching