Selfish

Yeah, okay, I'm back again it's like six I never thought I'd have my sights fixed On what I wanna do, I just wanna do What I wanna do when I wanna do it I don't really like wasting time Sometimes I don't even wanna speak my mind I keep it bottled like fine wine Bring me down but I got nine lives Like fuck it, gotta hustle Swear I'm never learning nothing No discussion, I'm a mess Got it tatted on my chest, yeah, yeah Gotta hustle Swear I'm never learning nothing No discussion, I'm a mess Got it tatted on my chest Okay, like, "Who's this at my front door?" "Go ahead break in," I'm done for That's what you thought 'til the gun cocks Everybody got a plan, yeah, run off Just face plant right in the concrete Life hits hard, been since the 90's I been riding with some Nikes I been vibing since last night So fuck it gotta hustle Swear I'm never learning nothing No discussion, I'm a mess Got it tatted on my chest, yeah, yeah Gotta hustle Swear I'm never learning nothing No discussion, I'm a mess Got it tatted on my chest I just wanna do What I wanna do when I wanna do it Hope it doesn't bother you I'm sorry I just wanna do What I wanna do when I wanna do it Hope it doesn't bother you I'm sorry Yeah, I apologize for my lazy ways These lazy days gonna pave the way I'ma ride the wave 'til I see the shoreline And waste some more time Yeah, I'm good at that Never thought I'd be good at rap But look at that I got checks now It goes to bills, less stress now, uh Woke up with a cold My greatest fear is probably getting old And never living life to the fullest Here's to a better life bite the bullet It's a better night than last week I'ma get it right, don't ask me why I got so weird now I've been facing fears now Like fuck it gotta hustle Swear I'm never learning nothing No discussion, I'm a mess Got it tatted on my chest, yeah, yeah Gotta hustle Swear I'm never learning nothing No discussion, I'm a mess Got it tatted on my chest Yeah, I feel like a different breed I look at you and see a different me I look at us and see different trees With different roots from different seeds These seasons change, come and go You ease my pain, and you never know Why I stay quiet? I don't know Maybe that's just how the wind goes But the wind blows to the northwest Get me out of this boring nest I got a lot to get off my chest You know me, don't hold your breath Just hold me, like you do When that lightning hits the roof I'll pull through with a happy face This studio is my happy place So fuck it gotta hustle Swear I'm never learning nothing No discussion, I'm a mess Got it tatted on my chest, yeah, yeah Gotta hustle Swear I'm never learning nothing No discussion, I'm a mess Got it tatted on my chest I just wanna do What I wanna do when I wanna do it Hope it doesn't bother you I'm sorry I just wanna do What I wanna do when I wanna do it Hope it doesn't bother you I'm sorry (I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...)