What Does It Mean

What does it mean to be normal? I've tried being sweet, keep it clean and cordial I've tried everything, tried even ignoring you It's time to be me, who cares if I disappoint you? Knowing I'm going to. Stuff to look forward to. You think it's as simple as just Pushing and going through it Why would I wish I could Take away what I've learned from you niggas Took wrong turns, met false earners I've burned for you niggas What does it mean to be like you? I breathe, shit, sleep, fuck, and eat just like you I look at my feet and I look way up high, too But something ain't right, dude. Something ain't right. And I will never act like I don't see what my eyes do And I will never let them Hack my mind to say I'm foolish And I will never lie to make them Think that I like foolishness Useless assuming shit You forget we are human skin. Who is this? True religion is pure commitment. A mission from your vision Get with my community Whose views can I mix with? A duo off our hinges And do it all for our friendship A clue that I'll always get But I have never had a friend with. So maybe I come off a bit too Kind at first begin with I say hi, how I was rised The age of 5 I saw the difference I treat my people in a high regard 'Cause if you isn't then a Gremlin might catch you slick off your guard But we risk it Build defenses Tell ourselves we play it smart Walking fences Bought us into being several feet apart Walking benches God in glimpses They portray that as the art Y'all are innocent but It don't mean the Lord won't do his part.