Letter from Limbo

I've laid on the ocean floor What I used to fear became a joy I weighed a thousand pounds My heartbeat was the only sound (I've heard) All the lust, and all of my faith Is on the bottom of the deepest grave All the scars that mark my body Will I ever be somebody? Tell me who I am Tell me what's this place Is it day, is it night? There's no heaven, no god I'm a legend, I'm a fraud Tell me who I am Tell me what's this place Is it day, is it night? There's no heaven, no god I'm a legend, I'm a fraud I sat by the church To find what I've searched for But I realized how could I find the god When she's dead? I'm a pagan, I'm a liar I'm an addict in denial I'm a dove stuck in the mud An aborted child of god Tell me who I am Tell me what's this place Is it day, is it night? There's no heaven, no god I'm a legend, I'm a fraud Tell me who I am Tell me what's this place Is it day, is it night? There's no heaven, no god I'm a legend, I'm a fraud I stood at the bar Far too sober to bear the crowd And all the chemtrails that were in the sky Are now in the back We've taken them down Just to make ourselves numb To hide the evil buried in us And to hide all the scars I am my flaws, oversights I came from dust, the dust I'll become Once again between the life and death This could be my very last breath *Inhales*