Ohnmacht

I can not count the days I've lost I have to face it but it's flawed Your elegance brings heal Helps me to deal with my own pain Bang my head against the wall to turn it off Bang my head against the wall to turn it off Calm me down, please love me now Love me now Fear of the dark, fearing the day No end in sight, depressed and sick Love is what I seek, need to be free Wish I never knew how it is to be me Unloved, the feelings uncontrolled Left in the dark, a broken soul Let me consume what heals Give me the nearness that I need And I'm here by myself, locked, cannot move The problems that the past revealed Are all inside my head Fear of the dark, fearing the day No end in sight, depressed and sick Love is what I seek, need to be free Wish I never knew how it is to be me Fear of the dark, fearing the day Fear of the dark, fearing the day Do not give in, unfeel the pain Restless surrender, no choice for me Ripped apart, inside out Unspeakable without a doubt Ripped apart, inside out Unspeakable without a doubt Fighting, not playing Controlling my thoughts (my thoughts) Surrounding my feelings With an army of love And I'm here by myself Locked, cannot move The problems that my past revealed Are all inside my head Fear of the dark, fearing the day No end in sight, depressed and sick Love is what I seek, need to be free Wish I never knew how it is to be me Fear of the dark, fearing the day Fear of the dark, fearing the day Do not give in, unfeel the pain Restless surrender, no choice for me For the last time You helped me to find myself Turn the inside to the outside Again For the last time You helped me to find myself Turn the inside to the outside Again