When I'm Around You (feat. Madeline Grace)

I can't seem to help myself when I'm around you You've been out and I've been down but we'll find out soon All the things that's in my mind I hope they drown soon I lost myself, and lost you too, but we'll find out soon They say that the truth's in the bottle So why ain't you tipping it up I felt like I had won the lotto But then you had given it up All of this time I had wasted I'm tired of chasing I'm lying but face it I'm liable to be tryna change the lines Trying to write it one page at a time I ain't a writer or poet, I just be the one to be crying out omens A lion is foaming at mouth, and I am not the type to be starving my homies Or starving myself, matter of fact Imma eat it even it spells out my doom Like the Garden of Eden, my heart is with Eve 'cause I know she had demons I know she an angel inside but the lamest of guys could be taming a lioness Addiction is highest on list of priorities, constantly luring me Constantly acting and speaking before me I ain't trying to pity the poor me If I could get stronger then would you adore me I don't really know what's in store for me Pray to Lord, open doors for me See the symbol, like a fleur de lis Receiving lemons, life sick like that Therapy, thought deleted tryna get it right back All to think is getting that sack and getting that hoe And popping that Mac, and racking in dough And feeding addiction is easy To stop it is harder than seeing the error in ways Your towels is crusty, your children is hungry Your body is musty but I gotta say I can't seem to help myself when I'm around you You've been out and I've been down but we'll find out soon All the things that's in my mind I hope they drown soon I lost myself, and lost you too, but we'll find out soon So waking and baking has ripped you a new one You walk like a zombie, don't know what you're doing You down on your luck, I know that it suck You pulling your last card like uno, uno Life dogging you like kujo, kujo How to level up like you know, you know Until you finally do it like kudos, kudos So lemme get into it like All of the evil and poison I talk about I ain't a prophet I'm just getting cottonmouth From all of the yelling and screaming 'bout things I believe in I just wanna see you in better places Know you cannot afford it You just gotta spaz like a man out of Florida Stead of the pouring up, stead of the constant belligerence I know it all gotta have you so torn up I can't seem to help myself when I'm around you You've been out and I've been down but we'll find out soon All the things that's in my mind I hope they drown soon I lost myself, and lost you too, but we'll find out soon Know you gotta, no you can't Can't let it go Cause you've got way too much Too much to live for