Wreckage In The Rubble

I'm tired of living in an argument I'm sick of kitchens with no windows I've got two left feet and that's what holds me back Dancing in the dark is a heart attack Such a grey sky we're living underneath It's like i'm stumbling with my eyes shut I've got all this fear ready to be unpacked I'm just giving enough to get the good back Then I'll stop trying Then i'll stop trying so hard But that won't work that won't work And you said with that amount of pressure We'll soon be making diamonds Caught up in between the laughter lines While Barcelona waits there Locked in eternal summer Wasn't that a lovely time of year I'm wide awake and feeling no relief It's like i'm living in a bubble Where all my friends that never call me back Are just getting prepared for the second act Where everything falls apart again Another wreckage in the rubble Another birthday party feeling ten feet tall When you've never really got a handle on it all Then you stop trying I swear you stop trying so hard But that won't work That won't work And you said with that amount of pressure We'll soon be making diamonds Caught up in between the laughter lines While Barcelona waits there Locked in eternal summer Wasn't that a lovely time of year