Ghost

You know sometimes Life just got you on a hold And you feel like You can't get off Off the situation you're in I just want you to know That you're not alone People have either been through it Are going through it Or will go through it So this one's for you I've been up since like 2am Staring at the ceiling like what's the plan Goddamn thought that you the man Need to get a drink shit it's 5am Gotta get ready for Dustbane Else my black ass ain't getting paid So much pain in all types of way God makes a way man I think he waved uhh They say God's time be the best time All I think of is to get mines I got fifty for the set time If not I'm gon have to step down This is for the people who do wish me well Tell me on my way to heaven do I have to go through hell My girl gives me it's not you it's me speech But that's like after two or three weeks On a phone I could barely reach They couldn't wait for me to get back straight back on my feet Now RIP to everybody yeah who doubted me Sometimes I pray and read my Bible I'm still on my knees Cos something deep down knows that man I just gotta believe My life's the whole package this is just a segment But the blessings on a camel if its been sent through like shipment How I'm feeling I don't wan be Ghost I don't wan be Ghost I don't wan be Ghost no I don't wan be Ghost I don't wan be Ghost Nananana eh I don't wan be Ghost Nananana yeah I don't wan be Ghost no Nananana eh I don't wan be Ghost Nananana yeah I don't wan be Look through my own bank account That shit just couldn't even make a sound In my heart that thing weighed heavy like it was 150 billion pounds In this tough season I feel like there's nobody around And in the Christmas season I'm hoping that some merry go round Cos life be like a rollercoaster Like some Xbox one with no controller Classwork with no do-overs You hit the post and it's over Nowadays I barely think straight Even when I am sober Tryna keep my mind at ease but man I feel like a lost soldier I see death seeming friendly and my life be like the nemesis How did I get here I want a do-over genesis So fear don't judge me like the Pharisees I lay some emphasis on shit that should be real can't you see Love care affection hope believe redemption More love if I failed to mention Love is all see y'all pay attention East west so much tension Love over all aggression But even I fail in this spectrum Because I I don't wan be Ghost I don't wan be Ghost I don't wan be Ghost no I don't wan be Ghost I don't wan be Ghost Nananana eh I don't wan be Ghost Nananana yeah I don't wan be Ghost no Nananana eh I don't wan be Ghost Nananana yeah I don't wan be Ghost