Kinda wish l never loved you, but l did
Family's always first
And all the praise you gave me, bullshit
All the words that you said were a mirror lookin' back
It's a mirror lookin' back
I'm only what you want me to be
A puppet without a string
And when l find a way to break free
I'm a liar, a quitter, you'll never hesitate
You'll hurt me to my core
I don't know if l'm crazy
I don't know if l'm dumb
I always thought l was lazy
'Cause every second you yelled it through my door
I thought you knew l was hidin'
I wish you knew l was scared
The whole world is lyin'
So grab a ride and take it as it comes
Kinda wish l never loved you, but l did
Family's always first
And all the praise you gave me, bullshit
All the words that you said were a mirror lookin' back
It's a mirror lookin':back
I don't know if l'm crazy
I don't know if l'm dumb
I always thought l was lazy
'Cause every second you yelled it through my door
I thought you knew l was hidin'
I wish you knew l was scared
The whole world is lyin'
So grab a ride and take it as it comes
