Warm Light

Lately wish I listened more and maybe grew up less Past emotions on my heart that I cant express Been tryna focus on the people truly in my life The ones I know who'll stick around when there's nothing left I learned there's more important things than some dollar signs A simple lesson I got wrong more than a couple times Seems it's natural when living that we make mistakes Somehow if I could take 'em back I got a few in mind I'm sitting staring at the sky cool summer breeze The butterfly's and the clouds bring me company But not like how it was, looking back on time with family never spent enough I hope you cherish love 'Cause homie things change quick And all the days that you think you have you really don't I used to understand this message back when I was broke Before the views when I was lonely depressed and confused Writing all these lyrics was the only way that I could cope Now I start worry that I changed, how maybe I wont ever be the same Finally feel the sunshine coming after rain Years stuck inside the struggle built a tolerance for pain Hope you follow what I'm saying See the flowers blooming the colours are vibrant It's amazing what you'll hear when surrounded by silence Important lessons I've slowly been finding out myself Like broken souls are stronger than ones who never fell, yeah that's the power of the journey Why being patient really don't concern me Can't dream in a hurry I just take a step back, put my trust in god's plans Saying why worry, but still I'm gon' worry I said I'm still gon' worry But still I'm gon' worry But still I'm gon' worry (Yeah, I put my trust in god's hands) It go like Its hard to practice what I preach This worrying don't take away your troubles it take peace From your mind, the hardest thing there is to find Feel like now in everything I do I'm searching for a sign Maybe that's the biggest sign I needed time To let go of my pride an all my expectations On my grandma's rooftop having revelations Wish that I could tell my younger self about the power in patience But the future needs you and your past doesn't You'll never grow when focusing on the things that you wasn't I believe what's truly yours will eventually find you Though right ain't always right now keep faith that it's coming It's sudden just like the process of us growing up Over my years that's a message I was told enough Just didn't seem that probable when I was young in love But now the memories I'm holding onto becoming to much Sucks, the leaves fall again See life's a cycle like the seasons that we following It's not a typo its the feelings that I'm swallowing Maintaining my composure while my broken heart is hollowing It's difficult to know yourself 'till things are upside down When all the people that you love are no longer around I tell the person in mirror do not be in a hurry It's early, but I'm still gon' worry Yeah, I said I'm still gon' worry (Yeah, I put my trust in god's hands) But still I'm gon' worry But still I'm gon' worry