A Better Bitter Guy

There's so many things that I can't just handle with myself I need your ear if you'll ever be alone But don't seems so And you said "How'cha doing?" I just node and said "Everything's okay" 'Cause I know Things have changed If I can turn back time I want to fix things and right us I wonder myself fuckin' how can I screw things so bad but What has been has been your ears ain't exclusive to mine Oh not anymore Insanity is slowly crawling in Spread all over my brain and I became more like me before you But you said "Don't let anything go back to how it was" And yes to that I'll be a better bitter guy You're doing fine seems like there's no burden of the past in your mind And you friends said so too "I don't know" Should I be happy? 'Cause you know that the whole point of my life is to make you happy no matter what 'Cause you're doing well and you got your whole life planned ahead in front of you You got enough to cover me Or should I be sad? 'Cause you know it breaks my heart bit by bit every time I know That I'm not the only the one who makes you laugh not anymore Insanity is slowly crawling in Spread all over my brain and I became more like me before you But you said "Don't let anything go back to how it was" And yes to that I'll be a better bitter guy I should be happy 'cause I know that you're doing just fine but I cannot lie I'm scared to death that we'd be strangers I've never loved myself but being with you and loving you makes me forget how to hate myself We were something people pray for a lifetime Insanity is slowly crawling in Spread all over my brain and I became more like me before you But you said "Don't let anything go back to how it was" And yes to that I'll be a better bitter guy A better bitter guy A better bitter guy