Crying Blood (feat. Mitsu, Kid Sora & Kuru)

I've been losing my mind lately I'm tryna figure it out But I can't seem to Every day is a mess And it makes no sense Why you treat me this way Blood & Tears on my pillow Through your eyes, I see your soul And every day is sickening I don't know what's happening And I'm screaming out for help Feel like love is chasing me I want to run away To a place where it doesn't even exist And I said, "Hold my hands, hold onto me, let me bring you to this world where it doesn't exist." Evil nature, in our shelter Evil of Flowers, one sin two wishes I wish I close my eyes and never wake up Mom, I am sorry Please kill me... I don't wanna live Please kill me... lied, I wanna live Fe-fe-Felt a lot of shit I wish I didn't feel (fuck) Lo-Losing my damn sanity, I think this isn't real (yeah) And I can't lie I don't think this pain will ever heal, yeah So what's the cost, all these drugs that I'm takin' I don't wanna fake it, but I don't think I'll make it now Oh oh, yeah yeah Don't lie to me again I've been losing my mind lately I'm tryna figure it out But I can't seem to Every day is a mess And it makes no sense Why you treat me this way Blood & Tears on my pillow Through your eyes, I see your soul And every day is sickening I don't know what's happening And I'm screaming out for help Keep cool Don't lose your shit under pressure Bih you Ain't nobody but yourself understand you when you're under the weather You're on your own again You said you don't need no friends I know that's cap 'Cause like every day you just tryna meet ends And you say you was up but when I tote the sword like I'm Shen I could really write a whole song about you so don't make me pick up the pen I've been losing my mind lately I'm tryna figure it out But I can't seem to Every day is a mess And it makes no sense Why you treat me this way Blood & Tears on my pillow Through your eyes, I see your soul And every day is sickening I don't know what's happening And I'm screaming out for help