I Wish I Didn't Love You

I wish I didn't love you These emotions are so real All the ways you make me feel just prove I love you Wondering if you're doing fine Shouldn't care, cuz you're not mine Can't help but love you For the times you helped me see There was nothing wrong with me You made me love you By the way you understood when I thought no one else would Lord I'm so tired of the way My heart just never seems to stay In realms of safety always playing well with fire I wish that I could make the right, the wise decisions with my life And not be always led away by my desires Cuz I desire to love you Be the one who helps you grow And the one who lets you know how Jesus loves you That even past the wrongs you've done to me and others He's the one who truly loves you And He can gather scattered parts, heal the places in your heart You're hiding from me And I don't even have to know, if you would only let Him show Open your heart to understand He's made you more than just a man And that you've barely seen the plan that He has for you I might not be the one to go there with you May not need to know the details of the life He'll show What He's planned for you That's for the one who loves you You've decided that's not me And that I'm not meant to be the one who loves you Who gets to hold you when you cry Be the one to tell you why my heart still loves you Cuz I can see you through His eyes, but now I realize that You won't let me love you Gotta let these feelings go because you don't wanna know I'm just so tired of the way Your heart just never seems to stay In realms of safety, always playing well with fire I wish that you could make the right, the wise decisions with your life And not be always led away by your desire I hope that someone loves you (I wish, I wish, I wish) Half as much as I love you (I wish, I wish, I wish) My prayer is that you love, too (I wish, I wish, I wish) So that you two can love through (I wish, I wish, I wish) Whatever, whatever Jesus does in you