Endless Pain (feat. Vou$)

All Im feeling is pain All I'm feeling is pain pain pain All I'm feeling is pain A fathers sins can turn a boy into a giant How you supposed to hear the settle cries through the silence You can't skip a chapter every detail is important It always falls apart from the seems when you force it I was a boy at sixteen loosing the man that made a man of me I was the Apple that fell further than the family tree A mother's lack of love and discipline It can be damaging I always kept my head above the water I was managing My grandfather taught me patience and my principles You never take the sucker route especially when it's critical Let them bite the hand that always feed em I know better now It's a cold world I'm well adjusted to the weather now If nothing else my cousins G taught me these niggaz foul If he took them suckers out his mix then he'd be living now Blood and jealousy should never mix I think I get it now Love niggaz from a far I stood tall and took the bigger route All these memories that I keep on my brain Dealing with trauma I hope I don't go insane Weather the storm and I just grew from the rain I survived but I've been living wit pain Revolving door love was in and out of it You knew the immature versions of me through all the childish shit I lost ya heart then ya body and ya soul to You let another nigga play my role I was your go to We let communication fall apart because we chose to My pride and emotions tried to judge and expose you I was lost in that shit We made a bed and it was hard to lay in it We took a happy home and made it hard for us to stay in it I'm looking at you different I felt guilty how ironic You wasn't the bigger person you just did your dirt in silence Maybe that pedestal I had you on was to much pressure In my mind space we took was benefiting for the better I ain't surprised just the same shit different toilet Losses is expected that's what happens when you force it It was that type of love that you could never picture loosing The type of love you loose from neglecting and abusing Damn All these memories that I keep on my brain Dealing with trauma I hope I don't go insane Weather the storm and I just grew from the rain I survived but I've been living wit pain All these memories that I keep on my brain Dealing with trauma I hope I don't go insane Weather the storm and I just grew from the rain I survived but I've been living wit pain