With the soundless
Heavy silence pushed me
Down the floor
Anxiety rolls in me like a wave
Wave of desire
To do something terrible to myself
But I will not
Allow darkness to break out again
Outside
Beyond
My smiling face will hide this horror from you
It's better this way for everyone
I was deaf
I was blind and stupid
Until I learned
To talk to myself, to my ego
But what is myself made of?
A mixture of bittеrness
Anger
Humor
And immorality
Can this be callеd
A good
Personality?
Will anyone
Love me?
Will anyone
Love
Me?
The monster sleeps inside of me
Which with every drink is trying to break out
And I'm often dangerous for myself and for all
I'm like a deep-sea mine
Don't get too close to me
Don't get too close
To me
Sana, sana, sana
Cura, cura, cura
Sana, sana, sana
Cura, cura, cura
Sana, sana, sana
Cura, cura, cura
Sana, sana, sana
Cura, cura, cura
I've never felt sorry for anything I've done, other than hurting my family
They're the only thing I feel sorry for
I'm not looking for forgiveness, I'm not repenting
I know I'm wrong
I'm wrong, I do want my family to forgive me
Oh boy
I ain't gonna make this one
Shit
This would never be me, this would not be me
I feel for my family
You see The Iceman crying?
Not very macho
But I hurt
People that mean everything to me
They're the only people that mean anything to me
