No Halo

If I'm gonna make it through this game I gotta think outside the box Being a loser with no name Well I guess it's just not enough I've just been through hell and back At least that's how I felt in fact No need to overreact Cuz maybe it's not over - the act Okay Maybe I'm still stuck in my ways Stuck in a maze Write then erase never amazed Had to break myself to get out of this place Would you do the same? Would you take the blame? If you had a chance how much would you change? When I feel left out I go into my right side When I'm not alright I center into my mind Tryna figure out if the way to peace Is to take a piece of my mental Please don't you try to piss me off I think I lost my way I need to get a way Maybe if I'm gone then they'll want me to stay I don't wanna be running from something I wanna be running towards something Should I have a heart of stone or a heart of gold Either way I know that I can't be both There's this thing called pride sitting down my throat And the more I push it down the more I feel alone I've been M.I.A Tryna find myself can you just let me be? I don't need you invading my privacy Yeah I got my daddy issues - suck my D You've probably figured out the scheme was "a" to "e" Get off fucking get off My back is hurting and I'm so lost Where's this train off to? My mind is getting air tossed ripped my hair off Thought I learned lesson - guess not But I still caught what this train taught Do they know I'm not as I say so Where's my guardian angel Cuz I can't see no halo no halo Now that you've learned my cruel face Shall we raid into a new place A place where you can be yourself And I'll be two face? I can't promise to be true all the way You say you are but you're gone at the end of the day Okay take a step back we've gone too deep Sailing in my sea of thoughts no land no sleep At least I'm safe of harm, my world my dream Oh shit I didn't know these fuckers learned to swim Battle with my kind I'm fighting with my mind I'm fighting to survive this ain't no paradise and they demand a price they want a sacrifice Well they demand I pay a tension Not the notice part, but my mental strain and I know it's a trap They want me to snap They want me to crack Growing paranoid I'm living life always under attacked But fuck it bring it all you've got Bring me all you've got Come at me motherfuckers I can always be-be myself like that I think I lost my way I need to get a way Maybe if I'm gone then they'll want me to stay I don't wanna be running from something I wanna be running towards something Should I have a heart of stone or a heart of gold Either way I know that I can't be both There's this thing called guilt sitting in my boat And the more I push it down the more it wants to grow Will I make it on my own will I ever blow? Either way I hope that I'm proud who knows Got my arms spread wide they're waiting for my fall And on my way down I realized it's my world Do they know I'm not as I say so Where's my guardian angel Cuz I can't see no halo no halo I'm so lost Gone away with no cause Nothing but these low thoughts Cuz I can't see no halo no halo