Judas (feat. Kekoa)

Can't show my face Feel like a disgrace It all started with a kiss It was all to show love But it felt like hate Dang I made a mistake Feel I fell from grace I wanna break bread But not what's on this plate Dude washed my feet And got bit by the snake Got bit by the snake Betraying the Holy Spirit, The Son, and The Father Battling sin with 12 and you claim it's an honor This feeling resented by many makes it much harder To keep moving regretting the things I'd do for a dollar I think I died for this Thought I was living it up I think I died for this Didn't live at all I think I died for this Thought I was living it up I think I died for this Didn't live at all It all ended with the bag I didn't think they would notice Being closer to the green it seemed just like a bonus I'm in the mix for a gain they say I need to just focus I'll get my win and lose to sin I shouldn't pass on this moment I think I died for this Thought I was living it up I think I died for this Didn't live at all I think I died for this Thought I was living it up I think I died for this Didn't live at all Didn't make how we lived when I voiced my opinion I was silenced by the 12 Giving their attention to the miracles and blessings while they're with him I'll just focus on my wealth Thought I needed more just to break chains truth is that I never changed myself I gotta live with it Or die with it Tough choice Time to figure out what's next I think I died for this Thought I was living it up I think I died for this Didn't live at all I think I died for this Thought I was living it up I think I died for this Didn't live at all Through my overstepping I didn't overcome I over gave my conscience What it didn't want I was sober lusting With a pocket full of funds I overpaid a priest my dignity is gone I was pocketing the very thing that eats me from the inside out Emotions clocking me the only thing protecting me is what I doubted Not thinking logically my logic points to whats important I'm without it Now the end of me won't be useless to incriminate the proud