I Don't Deserve It

I wanna look confident, I wanna be tough I spent 24 years alone, hiding from everyone But then you came along and we fell in love I'm not used to being seen this much by anyone I've been invisible since I was a child I'm good at comforting myself when I cry And all this time I didn't know the reason why But I can see it now with you by my side When you look at me When you ask me how I'm doing When you take the time to get to know me It's all too much When you talk to me It's the simple things that kill me And I love the way you love me But I feel like I don't deserve it I don't deserve it The way I see myself, it isn't right Undeserving, so unworthy of a minute of your time And I just can't be myself, I try so hard I want to earn love and affection so I play my part I've been invisible since I was a child It's hard to sit here now and let you see me cry And yeah it's painful always keeping this inside But when you look into my eyes I wanna run and hide When you look at me When you ask me how I'm doing When you take the time to get to know me It's all too much When you talk to me It's the simple thing that kill me And I love the way you love me But I feel like I don't deserve it I feel like I deserve to be alone I feel like I am worst than everyone And I've always felt this way But you still love me as I am You still want me and I just don't understand When you look at me When you ask me how I'm doing When you take the time to get to know me It's all too much When you talk to me It's the simple things that kill me And I love the way you love me But I feel like I don't deserve it When you look at me When you ask me how I'm doing When you take the time to get to know me It's all too much When you talk to me It's the simple things that kill me And I love the way you love me But I feel like I don't deserve it I love the way you love me But I feel like I don't deserve it I don't deserve it