I don't remember the first time
But I know I'll never live it down
Because I fell from the sky
I let the bullet clip my wings
And I'm not sure if I'll die
But I know it's worth a shot
If I don't make it this time
I swear I'll give you something better to try
Stop, remember this time I don't hate the way I love you
Stop, remember this time I was fake the way I missed you
Because it's hard enough to be right here
With a hole inside my rib cage breaking
It's hard enough to be right here
With the kids you never wanted watching
Stop, remember this time I was fake the way I loved you
Stop, remember this time I just know that I will always miss you
Because it's hard enough to be eighteen
When the whole wants to know who's winning
It's hard enough to be alone
With the person you are not becoming
It's hard enough to be alone
It's hard enough to be together
