Displacement

You died at 69 With a body full of cancer I asked your God, "how could you?" But never heard an answer No one saw it coming The diagnosis of stage four The bravest woman I know That survived it once before Last week I crashed my car And I walked away unscathed Maybe that was you Asking me to keep my faith You cried at the thought Of never seeing me again If there was an afterlife I want you to go to heaven I've never felt so selfish It's not what I prefer I've always kept it honest Especially for her She gave me her best She swore I was her heart I couldn't worship the God That let her fall apart I'm not sure what I believe Well, I think that's understood But I know she's looking out for me The way she said she would The way she said she would The way she said she would