I'm So Afraid That I'd Live Through It

I'm afraid to leave the house I might run into you And if we can't taste the face I don't know what I do I promised me this past October lovin' me for me it was over I can't take the chance on seein' me My heart might keep on beating cause I'm strong enough And my feet might take me places I shouldn't go My lips might say I'm lonely and I might think if only One more chance before I'm seekin' through And if I see you I'm so afraid that I'd live through it And you know I'd rather die than to do it I almost did the first time and you knew it So if I see I'm so afraid I'd live through it If I see I'm so afraid I'd live through it