Testimony

Check check check Im going in Dear God i dont want to crash and burn Please let me in when its finally my turn Fuel to the fire hell to chaos on earth Curse tainted black sheep doomed from birth Cant judge cause we all spittin reflections Life fucks us everyday so i use contraception Being sober overrated much too extreme I gotta pop sum or smoke sum or sip on lean Holding on for my family so my death wont be a burden Nobody checks to see if a young nigga hurting And i try to pray father son holy ghost Nervous round certain pills cause of the overdose Its like im running towards a finish line that i cant even see But i gotta have faith first place is where ill be Done bit the hand that feed em I dont got friends who need em All my drugs illegal i spit fire its lethal Im too hard on myself cause i know better The only way im going out is with a baretta My mind all twisted reality upside down Real vs fake bring the noise or mute the sound Cant speak on my name and then curse it Thats the type of shit that put bitches up in hearses I know im hardbody but im still a person But being alive kind of makes me feel fucking worthless and um Menace to humanity Borderline insanity Overuse of profanity Taking in the vanity A lone wolf i dont run with packs For you to shit on me i suggest sum exclax listen To my story it's victorious Freedom of speech but niggas be ignoring her Speak in second person i vs me I look in the mirror i see my worst enemy I dont do the right thing being bad feels right Im the nightmare in ya corner give you fright at night Im a fucking wreck working check to check Praying everyday that ill be up next I got my own fucking demons i dont beef with bitches Ill cut the fingers and the teeth out sum damn snitches If you wronged me and i aint react hoe im coming for you If you spoke ill of me hoe its over for you Karma is a bitch and im next of kin Got shottas round ya way coming thru to split ya wig Beautiful disaster Ghosting like im casper Want to catch up to me Be a little faster All my old bullies are my new biggest fans Weak bitches say they hate me but they really stan I keep it real if im on or off the stand Game over cause i got the better hand Mama im sorry for being a disappointment Thought you could save me by getting me annointed Imma make us rich Fuck my pappy he a bitch Ill buy you everything on your ebay wish list and thats real