The Limit

Oft times I sit 'round and wonder why? The fuck we're all still here, why we're alive Guess there's still some answers I must find From within From within Spent many late nights, up late, pacing, crying Felt no self-worth, felt depersonalized Hoping there might be something I'd find from within from within There's only so many words that I can say Only so many notes that I can sing Only so many songs that I can play And I'm feeling pressure 'Cause there's so many thoughts that I will think Only so many notes that I will sing Only so many songs that I will play And maybe this could be the one That makes you feel Watched years fly by As all these limitations Built up in mind Drivin' me fuckin' crazy As a great divide Was severing my brain Who knew which side was right? Thought nothing could save me 'Til one night I surmised All these limitations And this great divide Pulling me in all directions Could be unified But I was afraid of changin' 'Cause the pain was black Thought nothing could save me But deep inside My heart, my DNA I knew I had no choice My destiny awaited Would accept my fate Laugh and walk away Or be sucked back inside the void Never to see the light Never to see the light But I wanted light There's only so many words that I can say Only so many notes that I can sing Only so many songs that I can play And I'm feeling pressure 'Cause there's so many thoughts that I will think Only so many notes that I will sing Only so many songs that I will play And maybe this could be the one (I hoped that) Or maybe this could be just one (I know that) I thought that I might be someone That makes you feel