Greatest Hits (Suicide Party)

Oh my darlin' Look what you're doing To my complexion And if you don't believe me Just come right over here And look at my reflection Oh I ask you, politely If I could stay Please forgive me, my past lovers Made me unsure 'bout my body To this day I'm afraid to lie too closely Let alone to hold you tight I'm afraid to even touch you sometimes But you tell me "it's alright" It's alright Cause you're different to them Cause you know you're lovely And you're nice And you're hardly narcissistic, at all And we could just get outta here Take two flights And not tell anyone at all We could just have a Suicide party In the end it's gonna be me and you Aw babe we'll have a Suicide party Wherever you go you better take me too... And maybe it's just my paranoia talkin' And indeed it's all in my head And maybe it's just somethin' that's gonna haunt me 'Til I find the right combination Of medication And I'm sure you're not mistaken There's really nothing going on Behind closed doors Cause if I'm honest? I'm sort of an, uninteresting person at my core But aren't we all? I'm sorry for what I look like I'm sorry to make you wait I'm sorry I haven't changed at all But I'm tryin' for goodness sake! And I'm-a hopin' and prayin' That one day I'm gonna be just like you! But until then I'm just gonna sit around Paint my nails and do whatever else, superficial That I can do And maybe then I won't have to sing them ol' gender dysphoria blues... And maybe then we won't even have to have a Suicide party In the end it's gonna be alright Aw babe, we'll have a Suicide party And you can stay at mine tonight... Well come on let's have a Suicide party In the end it's gonna be me and you Aw babe we'll have a Suicide party Wherever you go you better take me too...