Alexia's Interlude

Here we are again It was around the time I made that CD name Met you in Queens, looked like a queen - all filled with grace Never thot I would fill this way I thought life would end lonely First met you, you tried to friendzone No I didn't want to be just friends only though - more than I'm telling my closest friends that I met you Alexia's special to God of heaven surely has blessed you Patient and gracious, a heart that's spacious A canvas look at God's painting But I won't ramble on, let me say this I was broken-hearted when you departed out of my picture And even now my niece is still asking my sister Can she Facetime or something This is what happens when you regress I won't waste time for nothing I never live with regret Pray my brain will never forget That day out in the cold, hand-in-hand out on a boat You were cold I gave you my coat And I gave you much more 'cos you was much more Now sitting down like I don't know what this hurts for But I think I do Some friends are getting married Some friends are having babies My aunt is looking at me like 'son, what's happening with the ladies?' I say I don't know, it's crazy - one day at a time But it's plaguing my mind so I hide in my work and I stay on my grind But I just want to call her phone, hear the voice that I love Hear her say that she loves me, it's all that I want But why conceal what is real Why reveal when you can just chill Been in skill since I was J-High No love cost but who fit the bill Been reflecting solemnly still God show my heart what we destroy, you can rebuild Yea I know my part but I'm'a hold my thoughts Here's what I was taught- you've got to be Vulnerable if you want to love at all, that's real You've got to be vulnerable if you want to love at all, that's real You've got to be vulnerable if you want to love at all, that's real You've got to be vulnerable if you want to love at all