What's Fair? (Frustration)

You said I hurt you The pain I feel still burns You said I neglect you let things by with no concern You said that i don't care What the hell do you want from me You said I ruined you Don't you see what you've done to me You said I wasted These years gone down unjust You fucking tasted And left me in the dust You said you hate me You should have left me behind The fact is you've mistook me Now there's nothing left to find When I fill you up, I cheat myself When I start you up, I beat myself When I let you go, I kill myself Can you rip me from this hell It's only fair!