Continuum

Keep loosing myself in the same wide black space The same old questions run in again and again Barely recognize myself, going lunatic Why do I dwell on the promises I'll never keep? Scarify the storyline Over my skin So I never forget Who I was and who I am Singing sad stories Singing sad stories all around Paving my own way with spines Please stay out of the line I'm lost in my own head Growing the pain Guess I can say I'm my worst enemy Gone for a long time Watcher of my own life I'm just a ghost In overdose Knowing I'm the only one to blame Only one to blame Scarify the storyline Over my skin So I never forget Who I was and who I am Fossilize, transcend through the times Carry over the failures So they keep me alive Force me to feel till I die Open my eyes, beneath my eyelids a living hell (Won't reach the surface) I am the heretic, the leader of the lost (It does not exist) Staggering figure, act as I say not as I do Judge me for what I am, miserable Oh current, carry me where I deserve to go So scared and under pressure, my tears could fill an ocean Burnt out and under pressure, my bones turn into diamond Rock in a lake Gone in a blink I won't reach the surface Cause it doesn't exist So let me dive in the depth Till I finally learn How to breathe underwater Scarify the storyline Over my skin So I never forget Who I was and who I am Fossilize, transcend through the times Carry over the failures So they keep me alive Force me to feel till I die Open my eyes, beneath my eyelids a living hell I am the heretic, the leader of the lost Staggering figure, act as I say not as I do Judge me for what I am, miserable Oh current, carry me where I deserve to go So scared and under pressure, my tears could fill an ocean Burnt out and under pressure, my bones turn into diamond Rock in a lake Gone in a blink I won't reach the surface Cause it doesn't exist So let me dive in the depth Till I finally learn How to breath underwater Won't reach the surface It does not exist Dive into the depth Scarify the storyline Over my skin So I never forget Who I was and who I am Fossilize, transcend through the times Carry over the failures So they keep me alive Force me to feel till I die