Elegy Of Darkness (Death In Autumn)

Alright Nyron, I guess where starting on a dark turn I'm sensing a somber healing from you. Like, you're mourning something but don't know why. Can you talk to me about that? Going thru the motions Of my life now got me open Feel like, all the pressure That I'm been feeling, last forever Going thru the motions Of my life now got me open Feel like, all the pressure That I'm been feeling, last forever Smoke on my drugs, count up my funds I don't need friends No not no one Work my nine five just to get paid Swear to my god feel like a slave There is no time in this cycle Trapped in twilight can't find loopholes I been out here like a scarecrow Make it out there I do not know Tell me can you all relate I been going thru it I been going thru it I been really feeling strange It's an eerie feeling everybody grieving everybody look insane I been on the move If I gotta choose do I really wanna stay? Life is full of problems I don't wanna solve em Paralyzed in every way Zombies all around looking at the ground Guessing lonely was the case Seasonal depression hitting with aggression I been feeling out of date I been on the run gripping on my gun Guess I'm gonna meet my fate Anyways, i'm great Going thru the motions Of my life now got me open Feel like, all the pressure That I'm been feeling, last forever Going thru the motions Of my life now got me open Feel like, all the pressure That I'm been feeling, last forever Smoke on my drugs count up my funds I don't need friends no not no one Work my nine five just to get paid Swear to my god feel like a slave I don't fear time Stuck in this maze As the leaves fall Carry dead weight In the Bible Where you find faith Make it out here I can not say Tell me where to go, tell me who to who to be I been feeling lost in this elegy I been feeling down down in the weeds My reality is anxiety Heard about your dreams dying to be seen Sorry for your loss know you gotta grieve Never talk about it I can't even leave I been living life at a hells speed Gloomy in my eyes shaky on my feet I can't even smile I don't see the need Where's the empathy for the ones in need Sticking to my bed I don't wanna leave You've been met with a terrible fate Like Majora's Mask I can really see Everybody mad everybody sad everybody dead everybody! Going thru the motions Of my life now got me open Feel like, all the pressure That I'm been feeling, last forever Going thru the motions Of my life now got me open Feel like, all the pressure That I'm been feeling, last forever Smoke on my drugs count up my funds I don't need friends no not no one Smoke on my drugs count up my funds I don't need friends no not no one