Symbols

I don't even know what to write about I just sit and know there's words in here that might come out I just thought that I would be a little wiser now I been learning how the days can turn into cycles round And round we go Just here Tryna drown ego, moving surgical but no keyhole I'm reminiscing on times we shared a vision pop for the life we hoped And now I'm shedding tears in my Nike clothes It's weird cos I don't feel the anger and that is why I pander to the Thought that we could be suttyn still I realises you were moving it was me standing still I never really let you go that's a pill I gotta swallow I feel suttyn in my heart it's not hollow Tryna face today never mind about tomorrow Never mind about tomo Lol I thought these symbols of love would mean something I thought these symbols of love For us But now I'm further down the road and still on my own I been travelling the world Never really let you go to be honest If I'm being honest I never let you go Even though we weren't together, we had an unwritten code We didn't talk, but I never felt your silence Miles apart, still, I never felt your distance I made abstinence a symbol of our love You that see that hate I just haven't got it in me So I need to pull from something else Look I been looking in the mirror and that's someone else I don't really know many wise men But this Pinterest quote said when you're lost That's when you find yourself It got me travelling the globe tryna feel suttyn I even like it at home but yet I'm still running We had some unwritten codes I guess I still want em just left duty free Miles apart still i never feel the distance We never speak but I still felt you listening I hear your voice I hear the tone I hear whispers I feel the love I feel the pain I feel resistance There's no prizin my position but that's life No it isn't that's existing I got a present for myself it's forgiveness Cos I been thinking