I Don't Wanna Be Here

I've got scars because life cuts deep The only way they'll heal is if I fall asleep And I'm tryin to but my mind's spinning, stomach's dropping There's a monster inside of me not in my closet So, I sit alone. Mostly in silence These voices I've known have told me be quiet I'm all on my own. If only I could whisper in your ear The important words I'd want you to hear is Take it away: all of this pain I repeatedly lose. Feel like there's nothing to gain Give me a dream. Open my eyes I just wanna live. I'm trying to fight But I don't wanna be here I've always wondered what it's like to be free Sadly, all I know is what it's like to be me But I'm okay. Someday, I'll escape from out this cage But that doesn't mean right now I'm not afraid Oh, I've cried so softly that no one's ever known Wishing that these feelings matched the faces that I've shown, you hear me There's gotta be a reason I'm alive Could someone please just tell me why and Take it away: all of this pain I repeatedly lose. Feel like there's nothing to gain Give me a dream. Open my eyes I just wanna live. I'm trying to fight But I don't wanna be here