Random Sins

Random Sins And I'm here again Writing songs with no benefit I'm addicted to the hurt I tripped and fell right in the dirt He's catching up, I'm slowing down It's an endless cycle I'm falling now And I don't know how to get back up Cuz some people seem not to give a fuck what other people think of them so I'll just fall back down again And you can't help me no one can Don't pretend to be my friend just to cut me off like some split ends I can't get out of my own head All these thoughts come rushing in They flood my mind with purple dread There's no escaping depression when you're stuck inside of Random Sins And I'm here again Writing songs with no benefit Random Sins And I'm here again Trapped inside with nowhere to hide Red mind, red life, purple heart, purple insides So much anxiety so much strife all this hurt in my life All this blood in my eyes drips onto the page I find All my sins that come to bind, into depression in my mind There's no exit I can find that leads to me staying alive Find somewhere to just survive Just until the stars align They're talking to me, all these voices Leading me to make bad choices Thought I was so fine, fuck it, I'm ready, It's time to die Random Sins And I'm here again Writing songs with no benefit Random Sins And I'm here again Trapped inside with nowhere to hide