Crowded Garden

We could have been great Cursing myself at night Skipping the sunrise Waiting For a cause to come For me to leave my home Not crawling Cause still in every conversation I have I tend to mention your name It's been a while Since I stared at the stars And got lost in it all Knowing Since I was grounded enough To allow embrace Trusting But still in every conversation I have I tend to mention your name Yes still in every conversation I have I mention your name But I gather friends again Crowded garden Gather friends, finally Now they carry me Letting myself start to heal I brought them all Letting myself start to feel I brought them home It took me a while But now the colors are back I'm opening up, leaking And now I want to get dressed The punches punch less Trying But still in every conversation I have I mention your name Yes still in every conversation I have I tend to mention your name I gather friends again Crowded garden Gather friends, finally Now they carry me Letting myself start to heal I brought them home Letting myself start to feel I brought them all Gonna let myself start to heal I brought them home Gonna let myself start to heal I brought them home