You Are Your Enemy

Life is irreversible you only get one shot Leaving behind you a trail of anxiety You want to do right, you want to understand But everything you destroy is what you need Anger and hatred rising Trying to find normality you bury all the pain Each day's dawn brings confusion Yearning for calm you slip into turmoil LIFE IS HELL All you need is answers to questions that you deny HELL IS LIFE The things you spit on are the things you need the most Your mind is tormenting your stamina and nerves Eating away at the remains of sanity Sometimes you curse the day you caught breath And wonder how much longer you can last Memories lock you in the cells of despair Every bone in your body is aching When violence is the only way of waking to reality You see that you are your own enemy HELL IF LIFE Your anger is a madman about to be united LIFE IS HELL The person you despise is living behind your eyes