The Deep End

Everything's the same, my own relection's lost in Staring at the frame of who I used to be Rebuilt to place the blame on someone else's shoulders How does it feel? Oh God, it used to smother me Head full of mistakes, a cloud of my regrets A human thought grenade, don't make me pull the pin And it blows my mind, feelings are left behind Heavy hearts are weighed down from the inside Do I even need to question where you hide the life you give me? The breath you take when leaving Are you even trying to find me now? Can you tell me where I'm heading? Drowning in the deep end The cracks I count on these lonely walks home Have caught my thoughts and seen the bottom of my soul And the place that I lay my head to sleep, is sure to catch the rest of me While I dream of what it feels like to be whole Heavy hearts are weighed down from the inside Do I even need to question where you hide the life you give me? The breath you take when leaving Are you even trying to find me now? Can you tell me where I'm heading? Drowning in the deep end You know it's hard to wake up whole in an empty bed Taking its toll, sinking me slow instead Hard to wake up whole in an empty bed Taking its toll, sinking me slow instead And do I even need to question where you hide the life you give me? The breath you take when leaving Do I even need to question where you hide the life you give me? The breath you take when leaving Are you even trying to find me now? Can you tell me where I'm heading? Drowning in the deep end Drowning in the deep end